Now i realized leaving alone is not easy, it's been a month now since i rent my own flat. 8 months away from my family taught me a lot. But yeah, I have to learn & move on, we'll not going to stick together till the end, that's one of the realities of life that I must accept.
I don't have any choice but work & do my chores. Sometimes, I am too lazy to wash my clothes or tidying up my room but who else will do it?., Ugh!.,
But eventually I'm being used to this, I have to discipline myself or... well I really should. Sometimes I am too bored, just surfing the net the whole day. I don't know what's wrong with me but I just can't open the Bible & read it. I'm praying (knelling down for a long time) but not frequently, because I do believe that praying is like breathing, everytime I start something I'm whispering my little prayer.,Yeah, I know I am not worthy of all the blessings I'm receiving but I can feel HIS grace & compassion to me. I do believe that what I am now is not the result of my prayers, it's the result of the prayers of others for me, like my Mom, Family, grandpa (who was to be a pastor) & my NR (He's a blessing to me).
God is so good!
He's blessed me more than I can imagine!
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