Back to my lonely room... (realizations)

After 4 days of staying outside Bangkok, I am now back in my LONELY room., I woke up past 10 this morning, my head's feeling heavy. I don't feel like moving & cleaning my room, but i must.
Now i realized leaving alone is not easy, it's been a month now since i rent my own flat. 8 months away from my family taught me a lot. But yeah, I have to learn & move on, we'll not going to stick together till the end, that's one of the realities of life that I must accept.
I don't have any choice but work & do my chores. Sometimes, I am too lazy to wash my clothes or tidying up my room but who else will do it?., Ugh!.,
But eventually I'm being used to this, I have to discipline myself or... well I really should. Sometimes I am too bored, just surfing the net the whole day. I don't know what's wrong with me but I just can't open the Bible & read it. I'm praying (knelling down for a long time) but not frequently, because I do believe that praying is like breathing, everytime I start something I'm whispering my little prayer.,
Yeah, I know I am not worthy of all the blessings I'm receiving but I can feel HIS grace & compassion to me. I do believe that what I am now is not the result of my prayers, it's the result of the prayers of others for me, like my Mom, Family, grandpa (who was to be a pastor) & my NR (He's a blessing to me).
God is so good!
He's blessed me more than I can imagine!

Trip to the Famous Erawan Falls

It was Monday morning, December 27 when we decided to go to the famous Erawan Falls. It was a lovely day but it seems I don't want to get up on my bed (maybe because of last night, coz I don't have enough sleep). But I was forced to get up because the bus will left at 7:45 am.

We arrived there at 9:30 & eat our Brunch for food was not allowed at the falls because according to the officials there are fierce monkeys that will steal/ grab your belongings.   

The 7 tiered-falls is quite exciting, because before you could reached each level you have to walk & climb. We walk to each level fairly easily on the paths but before we reached the top it's a bit of a scramble up the cliff. 

It's worth the effort though and  yes I had reached the seventh trail. Yippee!

Kanchanaburi TRIP!

The way to Kanchanaburi

The Corn Plantation

Me and my sister decided to spend our Christmas holiday in one of the provinces in Thailand- KANCHANABURI. We rode on a train at 7:45 am and reached our destination at around 11 before noon. The trip was amazing, you can see butterflies everywhere, green surroundings & lush mountains coated with healthy green trees. The air was so fresh that I can't help myself but missed my own place. It's almost the same, except for the road & some factories around.
I was so relaxed & refreshed!., It was like Rebooting my own system.

Lush green mountains

Christmas day!☃✩✪

It's Christmas!
This is the first time I was away during Christmas, every year I celebrated it with my family & it was always an absolute joy & "must treasured memories" at home which I know had contributed a lot in molding me as a person.

Last night (Christmas Eve) I was with my sister/ best friend Rona.(Because my sister Ann was not able to come to Bangkok).

We just don't want to hang-up with Filipino Society Christmas Parties, so we did our own; by treating ourselves in a 3D cinema. (Sounds childish ei?)

It was awesome! One of the best experience I had. We went there 6 in the evening, roam around, eat our dinner, get some pictures  & waited for the movie to start.

The Chronicles of Narnia- Voyage of The Dawn Treader was absolutely a "must see" movie. It was so meaningful when you look deeper into the conversations of the actors. It was also an awakening to the Christians to have a deeper relation with God & knowing HIM.



The movie started at 9:15 pm and ends at around 12 midnight so we had our Christmas evening inside a cab, which I realized at the end, "It will be your choice to be happy in everything or in every circumstance,  even when things are not falling to it's proper place."
At the end of the day I ask a little prayer to the LORD, thanking Him for giving His life for us & giving me a "Merry/ cheerful Spirit".

THE ALIBATA

Want to learn this way of writing., but the sad part is that: we are no longer using this & was already forgotten in the Philippines. Hope this will be cultivated & used.

Life is beautiful

I never imagine myself living in such a wonderful life as I am experiencing right now.,
Just what God had promised in his WORDS "For I will bless you & give you peace!"
He always knows what's best for us., to prosper us & not to harm us but plans to give us hope & a future.,
As I was writing this I remember what late Senator Benigno Aquino had stated during his interview in the 700 Club; "Problems will either break you or make you." & I decided to believe on "Problems can Make me.".,
To be happy is a choice. Learn to be contented with all blessings you've got & learn to accept the persons around you.
Life is always beautiful anyway!

I am blessed and highly favored!

I know the One who has pulled my feet from the pit of sin, who has given me a hope and a future, who has provided me with significance and purpose. His name is Jesus. He is the Rock of my salvation, the Door of protection, the Shepherd who takes care of me, the Bread that feeds me when I am hungry, the Lamp for my feet and the Light on my pathway. He is the King who made me part of his family. He is the Priest who made a way for me to enter into the most holy place. He is the Way when there seems to be no way, and the Truth when all around me is confusion and chaos. He is Life when my body feels more dead than alive. He is the Cornerstone and chief Architect of my building. He is the Bright Morning Star that shines in the darkest night. He is the Lily of the Valley and the Rose of Sharon who fills this stagnant world with the aroma of His loveliness. He is the Living Water that satisfies. He is the Vine that helps me grow and produce good fruit. He is the Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending of all I am and ever hope to be. Yes, I am blessed and highly favored. There is nothing that He and I together cannot face.
But who is He to you? He can be all of those things and more in your life if you invite Him into your heart and let Him take control of it all. Then you too will be blessed and highly favored.

This is me!.,

Honest, hardworking and determined. 

My abilities can lead me to great worldly success. 

Having a keen mind and emotional maturity my interpersonal skills are well developed

and make me ideal for positions of leadership or group projects.

People admire me for my integrity, patience and fair mindedness. 

I enjoy life to the full and an example to others of what industry and tenacity can bring.