i'm going home soon & my feelings are tumbling upside down.
i'm excited like a kid but worried like a grown-up.
it's been a roller coaster ride for the past few months.
nobody can fathom what i'm feeling inside.
i came to realize....
it's hard to be an adult.
it's hard when you have to make decisions when your life
will depend on it!
after staying here for more than four years.,
i realized that i prefer provincial life
simple yet fulfilling
but doubts and fears came tumbling
pulling myself down.
how can i survived?
will i make it?
am i gonna be emotionally ready?
how can i face life?
in another dimension i'll go
take the risk & be prepared
i have to be matured enough
not easily hurt & cry no more!
